May 20, 2024

long time no blog (again). i fall off the webdev horse for a bit and then it takes me so damn long to find the strength to crawl back on it. something something i have so little time in the day for all of my hobbies and things i want to do and we are marching towards our inevitable demise blah blah blah.

my eyes kind of hurt right now, and i was a Headache Weekend (tm). i'm just so tired--and very keen to move out. i don't understand what is wrong with my dad and why he jumps to aggression so fast, but it's really exhausting. my friend, xofi, kindly let me borrow his ps5 so i could ffvii rebirth, so i had been towards the end of my vii remake last night. very fun! having a great time! and my dad just randomly asks if i could shut it off. i was kind of thrown and hesitantly like "i can turn down the volume if you want?" and he was like "well then that's what i'm asking." i started to ask why did he start off so aggressive then, but gave up and just went upstairs. i'm probably not explaining it terribly well because ahhh the cranium aching, but boy...the fun of the repeat pattern of a man jumping to extremes as a starting point and being weirdly aggressive...

gonna try to be weekly about blogging again because it's nice to do even if i don't always have a ton to say.

Media BS

1. currently towards the end of a final fantasy vii remake replay! it's really so goddamn perfect and such fun. viir doesn't know what cringe even is, and i love that. i'm soooo excited to get to new-to-me stuff like intermission finally!!